I know what you're thinking. That wasn't my body Jeff found. I never died fighting Big Blue in some blaze of glory. Hell, halfway through saying goodbye to Jean I could already hear that voice in the back of my head. By the time I actually saw Big Blue, I was in Bumfuck Nowhere, Iowa, with orders to kill some poor kid who went on the run. The choice was out of my hands. Brained him, took his food and water, started headed back to my place via bus. No police tape, no potholes in the ground, the house itself was in perfect shape. I must've hallucinated pretty badly during that time. There's barely any trace Nessa was even there.
Look, this is pretty much how things are: He's got his claws in me, so to speak. No isn't an option anymore. So I'm going to memoralize the people I end up killing. They deserve better than what they're getting, at least this way part of my conscience will shut up.
Time to put my nose to the grindstone.
What. the. fuck.
ReplyDeleteYeah, that's what I said when I showed up in fucking Iowa. But, se cera cera, that's my situation. Big Blue's voice is in the back of my head, and it's kill people I've never met, or have to kill the girl I love and some of my friends who pulled me through some really shitty times.
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ReplyDeleteWhat. What. What. What.
Uhm...
I'm just gonna go with what.
Ahahaha! No! I understand now! This is a blog jacking, isn't it! You figured out her password and hacked it, that's what it is! Liar!
ReplyDeleteYou aren't Fizz. You aren't. You aren't.
Sweet loving Jesus if this is you Fizz we'll find away to break his hold over you so don't worry hold out as long as you can. My friend Tensor is working on a method that might work as a possible cure if it works I'll notify you again immediately. If this is not Fizz then watch your back we don't take too kindly to proxies using the identities of fallen friends.
ReplyDeleteWell, given that Zero and other bloggers, including Nessa, have returned from death before, I'm willing to wager this is really this Fizz they speak of.
ReplyDeleteShe's a lot more blue than I imagined.
ReplyDeleteBut Pete, if this is true, then Nessa wouldn't even have been dead in the first place. If Nessa never stayed with Fizzbomb, Fizz never killed her...
ReplyDeleteAnd we never received confirmation that Zero was dead. He just fell off the face of the internet for a while. I think assumption did the rest.
Well. Fuck.
ReplyDeleteI am also willing to bet that this actually is Fizzbomb.
Fizzbomb, no... We'll break you free. We'll find a way to save you. I'm willing to put my life on the line for one of the first bloggers to ever try to help me.
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